Quando inizio a
rendermi conto che ormai la mia mente è proiettata verso la bici inizio
a svolgere quotidianamente una personale meditazione per capire se davvero è questo il modo in cui
voglio vivere l’Australia, ossia spostarmi in sella da un posto all’altro
alternando km in strada con lavoro nelle farm dove ci sarà la possibilità. La
musica e le lunghe camminate mi aiutano a riflettere,mi concedo un paio d’ore
al giorno di solitudine per pensare e meditare, nella testa tante
idee,preoccupazioni,paure,sogni e certezze , ne penso tante, forse troppe, idee
folli ed idee normali che alla fine mi trasportano a prendere questa forte decisione
in cosi poco tempo.
When I start to realize that now my mind is projected to start the bike to perform daily personal meditation to see if this is really the way I want to live to Australia, ie move riding from place to place alternating km in the road with work in the farm where there will be opportunities. Music and long walks help me to consider, I give myself a couple of hours to day of solitude to think and meditate, in the head so many ideas, concerns, fears, dreams and certainties, I think of many, perhaps too many, crazy ideas and normal ideas that eventually carry me to take this strong decision in such a short time.
Ora sono certo di volere questo dalla permanenza in
Australia,la mia mente e strapronta per partire, al corpo un po’ ingenuamente
non ci penso più di tanto perché conosco
le mie forze, continuo cosi ad allenare solo la mente perché in certi casi diventa la marcia più pesante
per andare avanti,
When I start to realize that now my mind is projected to start the bike to perform daily personal meditation to see if this is really the way I want to live to Australia, ie move riding from place to place alternating km in the road with work in the farm where there will be opportunities. Music and long walks help me to consider, I give myself a couple of hours to day of solitude to think and meditate, in the head so many ideas, concerns, fears, dreams and certainties, I think of many, perhaps too many, crazy ideas and normal ideas that eventually carry me to take this strong decision in such a short time.
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I sentieri di donnybrook Trails in Donnybrook |
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Giovedi 14
maggio finisco di lavorare nella farm che mi ha tenuto impegnato per un mese ed
il giorno successivo un caro amico mi da una mano con la sua macchina per
comprare tutto ciò di cui ho bisogno. Compro cosi bici,carrello e un po’
d’attrezzatura,la sera un grande barbecue con tutti i colleghi di lavoro
aumenta la mia positività,sono euforico, vorrei partire immediatamente ma non
posso, ho ancora alcune cose da fare qui a livello di burocrazia e di
organizzazione, decido di partire dopo 5 giorni , sono pronto psicologicamente
ma non ho la più pallida idea che tutto si sarebbe complicato in maniera
assurda
Now I'm sure you want this by staying in Australia, my mind is ready to leave, the body a little 'naively do not think about that much because I know my strength, so continuing to train the mind only because in some cases become the heavy gear to get going,
Thursday 14 May I finish work in the farm that has kept me busy for a month, and the next day a close friend gives me a hand with his car to buy everything I need. So buy a bike, cart and a bit 'of equipment, in the evening a big barbecue with all co-workers increases my positivity, are elated, I would leave immediately, but I can not, I still have some things to do here in terms of bureaucracy and organization, i decided to leave after 5 days, they are psychologically ready but i have not the slightest idea that everything would be absurdly complicated
Da qualche giorno
mi molestava un problema alla spalla dovuto ai movimenti sul lavoro, non gli ho
dato importanza convinto che sarebbe passato come ogni semplice dolore dovuto
agli sforzi, invece tutto si complica, sono bloccato e ora dopo ora la mia
mente inizia a perdere colpi. Inizio ad essere negativo, vado in ospedale da
uno specialista che mi da un po di medicine, il dolore continua ad aumentare,
non vuole sparire e mi rendo conto che devo posticipare la partenza. Cado in un
vuoto che non mi sarei aspettato la settimana scorza, perdo tante voglie e
tanta personalità, non riesco a prendere iniziative per organizzarmi, penso
solo a questa maledetta spalla che mi molesta, voglio solo guarire ed intanto
il clima contribuisce a peggiorare la situazione. Fa freddo, ho una spalla
mezzarotta e una bici e un carrello che non aspettano altro che mettersi in
cammino.Tanti fattori che non combaciano tra di loro. Mi rendo conto che devo
prendermi un po’ di giorni, lascio il fisico alle medicine e cerco di ridare
alla mia mente le forze di cui ha bisogno ma non ci riesco completamente.
Now I'm sure you want this by staying in Australia, my mind is ready to leave, the body a little 'naively do not think about that much because I know my strength, so continuing to train the mind only because in some cases become the heavy gear to get going,
Thursday 14 May I finish work in the farm that has kept me busy for a month, and the next day a close friend gives me a hand with his car to buy everything I need. So buy a bike, cart and a bit 'of equipment, in the evening a big barbecue with all co-workers increases my positivity, are elated, I would leave immediately, but I can not, I still have some things to do here in terms of bureaucracy and organization, i decided to leave after 5 days, they are psychologically ready but i have not the slightest idea that everything would be absurdly complicated
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Il negozio dove ho comprato la bici The shop where i bay my bicycle |
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Barbecue finale a Donnybrook Final barbecue in Donnybrook |
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Ultimo giorno di lavoro Last day job |
For several days he molested me a shoulder problem due to movements on work, I do not give importance convinced that would pass like any simple pain due to the efforts, however, everything is complicated, are blocked and now after now my mind begins to stall . Beginning to be negative, go to hospital by a specialist who gives me a bit of medicine, the pain continues to increase, he does not want to disappear, and I realize that I have to postpone the start. I fall into a void that I did not expect the week peel, many cravings and lose so much personality, I can not take steps to get organized, I only think about this damned shoulder harassing me, just want to heal and meanwhile the climate contributes to worsen the situation . It's cold, I have a shoulder broke and a bicycle and a dolly that can not wait to get in the way. Many factors that do not match each other. I realize that I have to take a bit 'of days, I leave to the physical medicine and try to give back to my mind the forces it needs but can not do it completely.
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Ospedale di Donnybrook Donnybrook Hospital |
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La mia stanza nell'ostello di Donnybrook My room in Donnybrook backpackers |
Pass exactly 7 days of purchase of the bike, 7 days cursed spent in a hostel now half empty, to try to understand my situation, I think a lot of flavor and everything negative, almost do not want to leave but the profonfdo of my heart and my soul great strength tries to get hold of every single action of my mind. In life I realized that every negative moment is written in our destiny, thanks to negative moments, I found myself in situations beautiful, thanks to the stops for a problem I found after special people in my way, I try to convince myself for the umpteenth time everything is absolutely normal, I think that now this bike trip to australia is part of me and these problems which are harassing me before leaving part of this trip. It is not easy to think so but it is a must, in life we must always be positive and we must fight to do what you want, at any cost, so calmly look with hope that soon my body will return to vibrate with energy and adrenaline.
Everything I write in English , write it using google translated, translate everything personally would be perfect to get better and better my English but it is impossible, hard work and I have the time and ability to do so. I hope you can understand everything I write.
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